by, 05-27-2009 at 11:14 AM (1897 Views)
So im in such a bad mood today and the past few days. Maybe because I spent my "vacation" with family and feeling sick while I was there. It wasn't much of a vacation anyways, too short and too much packed in the few days.
But now I am back to reality and I feel I've gotten a better look at what I do day-to-day...and I don't like it.
I know I have been unhappy with work for a while now, but before I figured... too bad, deal with it. Since it really is a "too good to be true" situation since they pay for my school and the bills. And it's only for one more year.
But now. . . things are so up in the air whether we will even have funding in the Fall and I am no longer learning anything here and gaining any sort of experience. I feel very much stuck in a rut.
So I've been thinking alot about other options. My boss said already that it might be a good idea for us to look for jobs, just in case. And I am definitely not happy here anymore with the work situation and so many other things.
The problem is I start my internship in the Fall for 1 year, so I don't want anything that will require too much of my focus. I am playing with the idea of being a preschool teacher? Or substitute? I also am thinking about applying for some of the jobs similar to mine, since they dont have hiring freezes and I could just "transfer" departments. But my boss has said she'd be flexible with us and our internship but is it worth being miserable?
Oh... the decisions...