seriously? Are you really serious?
by, 04-08-2009 at 11:20 AM (586 Views)
So yesterday was a full day of work (as is today*) So I'm like "yay I'm not depressed for once on a full day!" after my break. So I start working on filling up the sauce jars and wouldn't you know it, one of the cooks (male*) Asks "are you pregnant?" And I'm like.... "No." And he's like "Are you?" and I'm like "NO" I mean I was just finishing my period and I'm not in the mood to deal with some bull. So I get really pissed, and he's like "your shirt is *motions a large stomach*" And I'm like "......" NOT cool. I lost over 20 pounds since I worked at a pharmacy with old people who had bad vision and would ask occasionally.
I just got over my eating problems which included undereating drastically (around the time I moved out in June was when it started*) so I started to eat significantly more but really... Now I just don't want to eat in front of people anymore. I waited till I got home last night to even touch food after that... And I've started to be nice to this son of a manatee after another incident.
...I feel really fat now... I mean I looked in the mirror today and I didn't see any difference or significant globs of fat... but it still bothers me really really badly. And I know the reason he did it was because he's mad at me for not wanting to date him but I'm still just blech...