Go home get out leave leave leave leave!!!!
by, 02-15-2009 at 10:54 AM (571 Views)
Man, I've had it. I freaked out yesterday night just because I need my relaxing by myself time. But no, my roommate always needs to have people over and ever since a friend of mine gave ME an inflatable mattress she's been making her friends use that out of her room and where I sleep. It irritates me. I need those nights to myself sometimes and if she has someone over 6days out of 7... I go crazy.
And to make it worse the guy that's been here the most is a complete jerk to me. Like yesterday I didn't get any food that day after everyone else went out to eat so I was already irritated from that and her friend is like "Going on a walk?" and I'm like "need food, haven't eaten today" and he's just rips me a new one. Its like I end up cleaning up after this jerk since he leaves this mess wherever he treads and he doesn't seem to respect me in the least. I'm gonna break a plate over his head one of these days, seriously. I can't take him anymore.
And whenever I tell my roommate anything like this she gets all defensive and is like "...he's my best friend. And you aren't exactly a princess to him either" And its like I've been acting 20x better to him than when we lived with him. HE HAS HIS OWN PLACE. I'm just so irritated I can't stand it.
Its like last night I just couldn't take it. She left both her friends out of her room and was like "I'm going to bed! Night~" And I'm like "please, can I sleep on the floor of your room tonight, please" and she's just like "....No?" And I just break out into tears since I've had it. I need some sort of illusion that I can get privacy, that I can get my "own room" instead of always sharing with guests that aren't even mine. She's like "What's wrong" and I'm just like " I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE" and her jerk of a friend is like "Oh waah waah" And I just end up screaming "SHUT UP!" I couldn't take that from him. Not then. I'm going crazy and I need my space and comfort zone not some insensitive poo-face making snarky comments at me.