brchbell

I love new days! No matter how bad yesterday was today is a brand new day to see what we can make of it! I've been having a lot of bad days lately and I've just got to hope that today I can get something done without being in so much pain I have to go hide in my dark bedroom. I've been waiting for DH to get gone ( got new orders from his guard unit) before I head back to the Doctor to see what the problem is. I've fought cancer for more than 30 years (benefit of time served in Vietnam) I have talked to DH and already told him over 4 years ago that I have had enough. There will be no more surgeries. There will most certainly not be any more rounds of chemo. My babies are working on being 17 now. They have a good handle on life and can make it. If it's my time then it's my time. I just don't know if he'll be ready to face this if that's what I'm facing. So I've convinced him that the latest round of migraines are from my allergies and maybe if I'm lucky they are. But for today it's a new one and I pray that I'll be able to function and serve my family this day. I'm grateful for this trip through life and all the time my Lord and Savior has walked with me and held me up. My life is in His hands for now on and I am excited for each and every new day and for what it holds.

Hope we all have a wonderful new day today!